Can I call 2019 a rebuilding year for my running? I had some PRs and some good moments. But overall, not all forward momentum. But no one's fitness journey is all up all the time. I ran. I cried. I learned. Here are some things I learned.
1. Ebay for deal
This year, I became hooked on Ebay. I love running gear and this was my year of eBay. I got some brand new trail shoes for $60 on eBay. I started buying Lululemon on Ebay for a fraction of the cost. I definitely used this site more to buy running clothes and year. Especially for older styles. And I think I had a 95% positive experience with Ebay. Only one dud in all of my purchases so far.
2. My foot got bigger
I've worn a 7.5 in running shoe since high school. But after losing several toenails this year and last year and getting hot spots on the ends of my toes I tried a bigger size in running shoe, and yep I'm now and 8 in running shoes. Haven't lost any toenails since going up a size. Which means I need to replace all of my shoes to 8, but I'm working on it. I have a super high arch in my foot and feet spread over time, so a lot of people's feet do spread. This is normal according to the wise running store clerk.
3. More about skincare and haircare
Sweating a lot is hard on my skin and hair. Leave-in conditioner helps and so does a skin serum for after I wash my sweaty face. (See posts on favorites)
4. Go to bed early
My body really wants to go to bed at 8:30 p.m. So I tried going to bed at 8:30 and 9:30 p.m. It helps. I can't say it makes a ton of difference, because I'm not waking up any earlier. I think I just need more sleep. And feel incrementally less exhausted when I go to bed early.
5. I'm just not as fast as I think I am
I want to be one of those people whose debut half marathon is 1:40 and who runs a 20 minute 5k out of the blue. I ran a 1:46 half marathon after putting in hard, hard work and maybe I'm just not fast. Maybe I'm not mentally tough or maybe I'm better suited for another distance. I want 22 minute 5ks to be easy and I really did put in the work over the last few years to do that, but in three years of hard training my 10k time has come down only one minute. I guess it's okay to not be fast.
Looking back on 2019.....I logged fewer miles. I think it's 100+ fewer miles.
I trained really, really hard for a spring half marathon. I did set a PR, but didn't attain the time I wanted. I ran a fast 5k right after that, and then didn't do any speed for the rest of the year. I was really stressed out and burned out from May onwards. I think the only reason I didn't completely quit running was because I know I'd balloon back up in weight. (Even running less in the summer made my weight creep back up.)
6. What it means not to have time for running or fitness
I prioritize fitness and make time for a run or a class. But this year, there were a lot of instances when I didn't have time. When my day was booked from 8 a.m. to 9 p.m. Several times I had less than a week to make a 60 minute presentation for a large group. (And couldn't re-use presentations). I was just really busy. And stressed. So stressed that I'd cry because of how intensely I didn't want to run. I've never really gotten it when people say they don't have time for fitness until this year.
7. What it means to be burned out
I was so burned out this fall. My legs felt like garbage. Every run was a struggle. I was crying because of how intensely I didn't want to run. I had to walk. I felt like I had mono I was so drained.
I did basically no speed work in the last six months. And didn't really want to. Life can be exhausting. I wish this post was more positive and upbeat. I really WANT to be a positive person, but I guess that's just not where I am right now.
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